3rd semester year 2

yeah, I know I haven't done the blogging for a quite long time.

and here, I started my new semester in the college and how should I describe the feeling? Me is kinda still in the 3 months holiday mood!!! I even not yet ready for the classes.

ohh well, I got to stay in a room with a room-mate rather than staying in a block :) loving it! but still I wanna go home everyday. I just can't stand to be here in the hostel. I just feel there's no life at all! *sigh* I know.

what else I wanna story you all uhh? Arghhh! I have no idea at all. Later will post new entry again if me so rajin and ada anything to share.

MLTR-That's Why (You Go Away)

GLEE - Lucky

"Don't Stop Believing" - Glee - cover

GLEE - "Umbrella/Singin' In the Rain" Full Performance

GLEE - "Teenage Dream" Full Performance!

Tulis malas2

Assalam.

Berapa hari lah ye aku nda check blog. Esehhh~ mentang2 hp canggih sikit. Heheh.

Today I nada exam. Esuk hadith ahkam paper to be faced. Malasnya...

Ni baru 12hb. Duit I habis sudah. Aduiii, sayang... Minta duit~~ buleh bahhh.

Alai Ejan's birthday preparation

saya sangat letih -_-'

semalam I was about to write a post but I was very the tired. Dari pagi pukul 10 pagi, I went to the supermarket with Babu, Enur and the kids. Pasal kan buat majlis doa selamat lah ni, sibuk banar plang jadinya. Ani kan aku still on examination progress. *sigh* tapi pasal adikku birthday, buat tah saja apa yang ku mampu. Ganya Alai Ejan makin gauk. And tempah kek Power Ranger.

We had our lunch at WYWY Tutong. I had kolo mee wantan. Hehe. After finished our makan, balik and rest. Nasib sampat lelapkan mata even kejap. Petang went to kedai again. Beli barang untuk goodie bags. Sampai almost 6.30pm jua lahh I guess. Malam jalan lagi manggil durang nini Dullah and nini Ali.

Balik saja rumah, print invitation yang kan dibagi kawan2 Alai Ejan and packed the goodie bags. Ngalih!

But slept at 3am, gara2 chit chat with Enur di living room.

And just now pagi2 lagi jalan kedai beli ikan. Later gonna have the function and tomorrow ada bouncer. Heheh.

P/s: wish my baby will be here tonight.

My X5

 

 The colour is just so nice, right? Blue~~

This is my X5 from the boyf (:

Remember last time I wrote about my new handphone and I promised to upload the picture? Hehehe. Here it is already! Yeahh, this is the phone I use to go online, youtube-ing and blogging.

KFC and jalan2 again after yesterday story

hehe. Macam aku tu nda boring balik2 post entry sini ni kan. Actually sebab aku booooosan and nda tau kan buat apa *patutnya aku revise untuk exam hafazan esuk* kekek.

Okay, I story sikitlah since I mem-post ani jua. Just now I went to Plaza Athirah again, which located dakat our college. I went out with Peejah and Yan again, macam yesterday. Ganya today the allowance ada sudah, which I'm going to use it untuk bayar hutang arah Babu. Huhu. Hutang jua lah ahh. And may be will spend untuk bali cake or present untuk my lil brother, Alai Ejan. His birthday is on the 8th may.

Firstly, kami 3 ke ATM ambil kachings. Jauh jua lah. Kami jalan kaki, okay? Ngalih kali tu. After that kami balik ke Plaza Athirah and makan at KFC *and I'm full masih sampai ani*. Heheh. Ada2 saja ulah and kan diliat atu. From there, beli ice cream and terus balik. Arghhh!! Pagar Tamoi *shortcut* kana tutup. Then we have to go ke dapan. Adoiii, jauh perjalanan kami atu.

Pengalaman again for this 2nd semester of the 1st year.

Arabiyah membuatku stress!

Aku stressssss!!!!

Gara2 exam lughah arabiyah ll lah ni tadi. Punyalah aku hentam! Pasallah nda membaca. Arghhhh, tidak!!!

I don't have anything else mau cakap. Saja mau bagitau I stress. Cana mau hilang stress ni? Tolongggg~~~

Today's story

Me so stress here in the hostel!!!! Not because of the exam but some kind of personal thingy or, is it something else?

I had roti ayam for lunch at canteen and it was so 'aneh' eating it. Kaling kah apa makan ruti saja? And I was frustrated with the roti. So not nyaman, though all kata nyaman yatah ku rasa atu. I spent $3 on it with teh tarik.

Then me back to hostel and stressed up again. Bawa tidur but cannot. Playing the phone and it made me bored. Well, texted him *wished he to text first but I know he won't. It's not that difficult jua to greet me. Huhhh.. Disappointed much!*

then a block-mate suggested to me to go out to Plaza Athirah. Me the one who really were fucked up just agreed. Jalan kaki there. Bepaluh jua.. Checked the allowance tapi alum keluar!!! I want money so much!

Liat2 kain and I planned mau bali for raya and wish sama with him. I know plang tu he won't agree. *sigh again* at least one kain bahh.

Then I spent my last $1.80 to buy jagung. Nothing left in the wallet sudah.

We went back to hostel once hujan taduh. Arghhh! I got headache and me again stress. Macam nda beranti stress ku. Cuba tah the boyf bawa me go out kajap bali foods kah apa kah.. Busy busy busy saja. And banyak banyak banyak yang dipikirkannya. Entahlah! Where are you yang dulu dulu dulu? Me rindu that one yang suka dulur and mau buat apa ja for me. Ahhhh, you wish ann!

Blog to speak out LOUD your mind

I visited my cousin's wife's blog just now. I don't know if I already followed her or not. Just now I did click the 'follow' button pulang.

I saw she wrote something like this, "being me. The place where I speak out loudly". Okay, I'm being random. It's not exactly that words but kira2 catulah. Hehhe. And yeah, I love it that way! Why? Because for me myself, I also use this blog to write and speak out LOUD my mind. Pasal out there in the reality, bukan selalu orang mau dangar what we say, especially when durang rasa durang saja lurus, even the people yang closed with us pun. Nda apa pun if nada orang yang tau the blog. At least lapas rasa di dada by posting entries here.

What else? Ahaa! I saw she put me on the 'awesome people' list. I was so WOW! with that. Hehe. I know I'm AWESOME! And more. Adakah bangga~

well, thanks to dearest nannie (:

again, I'm using the phone for this entry. Yet, i found it doesn't easy enough like using the lappy. Huhu. Me so confident to not bringing my lappy with me to the hostel with the reason I want to revise tapi end up with boredom. It's okay. Will see you my lappy on thursday =p

16 monthsary~

It's 3rd may 2011 and it's 16 monthsary of me and him!!!

Is he forget? *sighhhh* at least he remembers and greet me. No need to celebrate or what. I'm waitingggggg~

since morning as I woke up and before I had my English ll exam, I waited for his text but nada ):

I wanna text him first but I feel like,,,, lain rasa since masani ia payah kan text me up apa. Okay, this feeling started longggg before already =/ since this year, yes. Aneh kan kami ni? A bit lah kali. Or is it andang catu if becinta? Macam nda ja.

I want the old him. Ohh, I know I didn't admit the fact everything and everyone has changed. I just don't! Aku rindu ia yang suwiiit banget and caring berabis..

Anyway, happy 16 monthsary sayang. Hope our love will last forever and eternity. May our love more stronger and ain't any obstacle comes our way. Let nobody 'kacau' our relation. You're mine always. And wish that I'll be the only one who have your heart, the key of your heart, 'penenang & penyejuk hati you' and all. Also, may everyone especially those who closed to us; the fams 'merestui cinta kita'. I <3 you...

2nd entry post on the 2nd may

This would be my 2nd post for today. Well, it's night already.

I'm bored enough here in the hostel, that's why I post new entry in the blog. Myyyy~ what should I do at this time? Well, I'm going to have English exam tomorrow. Yeahh, English! That's the reason I malas to revise. Hehehe. Hmm, may be I'll get Tajuid notes and read a bit. Ohhh, yes.. Later!

Right now, I'm laying down on the bed. All my body feel pain =s my chenta tadi I texted said he wanna sleep. *sigh* and me here alone mendiamkan diri from mengumpat-ing with the girls. So yeahh, limpang2 and mem-blog-ing. Okayy, should revise some. Should should should!

Sayang... I need you more than the things I have had. I just need your love and attentions more!

My new handphone and 2nd semester final exam

Assalam.

Okay, let me story you all a bit. Heheh. I'm so excited to tell ya about this. I'm using handphone typing this post! Yes, new handphone: X5! An anniversary gift from my chenta. Hehhe. Thanks, sayanggg~ :)

well, I can do lots of things with it. I can go online using WLan, I can go youtube and yeaahh, I can post here in my blog!!! Just that I spend so much on it =s ohh, sayang... you pampered me too much, which I love it that way. Not because of the thingy I love you but I love you the way you are. Thanks again, sayang~ *I will upload the picture of the phone next time* I'm still trying to get use to the phone. Hehhe.

And here another story of mine beside getting the phone from chenta (; this week, my final exam for 2nd semester has started. Today I just had Usul al-Fiqh and it's sooooo easy for those who read. Huhu. And me? I read it a bit on the topic *lucky* but I forgot when I started to write =/ hope it will be okay. Hehhe.

Alright. Till here only for now. Will post again when I want. Hahaha. Xoxo.




Me,
Gadis Calla Lily <3

Sonia-Benci Ku Sangka Sayang

Maaf

Memang benar manusia hidup sukar sekali untuk mengucapkan kata 'maaf' dan 'terima kasih'.

You all also agree with me? Why so hard for people to say 'sorry' and thanks'? Kerana ego? Kerana tidak merasa diri bersalah? Kerana tidak merasa patut mengucapkannya?

I realised I do say 'sorry' a lot, though it's not really my fault. I just don't want it to be worsen ):

Nda rugi mengatakan 'maaf', bukan? Tell me di mana silapnya orang mengucapkan kata maaf? Di mana salahnya orang mengucapkan terima kasih? Mungkin dengan saying those two hard words, someone can feel diri dihargai.

For me, saying 'maaf/ sorry' and terima kasih/ thanks' just a simple thing yang may be akan buat orang merasa nyaman with kita. Kita salah atau nda, nada ruginya meminta maaf arah orang. Nda payah kan tunggu raya or what-so-ever untuk bermaafan. Masa nda menunggu kita. Mungkin kita nada hari esok.

Terserah kepada seseorang itu untuk menerima maaf dan penghargaan tani atu. If nda kena maafkan, orang tu sebenarnya menidakkan rasa kasih yang telah diberikan oleh penciptaNya kepada semua manusia.

p/s: Sayang~~~ me minta maaf pasal tarus2 marah you and at the end buat you marah tah pulang. Ngam tah jua you punya mood tu 'nda baik macam nabi'. I shouldn't do that and I should let it. Me nda tau how to say 'sorry' in other ways. You know I love you <3 xo.

My first follower

I did typed a new post last week but I don't see it anywhere in the blog. Or I didn't really post it?

I was typing and talking about my first follower. Thank you, Nannie. Hehhehe. I was checking my blog few weeks before *I think* and I saw a follower. I smiled and I was and am so happy~~~~ Weheee!! I love it.  At least there's one for the beginning.

Well, I am so sleepy right now. I wanna sleep and I don't wanna think of anything. Lets continue the busy-ness again tomorrow =/

Good night. xx

Gadis Calla Lily.

15 monthsary, sayang~

Last sunday, it's my 15 monthsary with my beloved boyfriend. I went and hang out with him. We watched movie, we go makan2 and we go jalan2. I love it so much! Okay, it's a story days ago and I just typed it tonight? Who cares? I still wanna write and share (:

I enjoyed so much that day. We watched 'Battle LA', which I really wanted to see. Awww! Sampai hajat... Alhamdulillah. It's just that aku nda kana dulur like before. Hehhh! I wanna buy foods which he knew I won't eat much, so ia larang me from buying it. Heheh. Hampa! But thanks to him. If nda, membazirlah jua =D

I felt the love that day. Macam... 'this is he! He's here. That's my boy =)'.


p/s: but happiness didn't last long ): fights here and there and everytime.

Anyhow, I love you always sayang~~~ you know I always do <3 xoxo.

And.... happy birthday to my Uncle, Paidup (= may Allah bless you.




Love,

Gadis Calla Lily.

Sherina - Pergilah Kau | VC Trinity

Your Guardian Angel Lyrics - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

cinta kita-sherin sungkar feat tengku wisnu[HD]video clip

irwansyah-tentang perasaanku[HD]video clip

Kat Deluna - Unstoppable

Kubahagia

dont give up on us - david soul

Linkin Park - Given Up [VIdeo Official HD]

Cinta utuh hingga mati

Cintaku tak akan berubah,
tidak seperti pantai yang dihempas ombak.
Andai sungai yang mengalir mengering,
sayanku tetap utuh buatmu.
Rinduku tak akan rapuh,
bukan umpama daun kekeringan berguguran.

Hati merindu tak terkata
bicara apa tiada guna
minda kusut memikirkan derita
hampa ku rasa seksa di jiwa
rindu begitu menyeksa dada
bila penantian menjadi tanya.

Walau cinta setinggi gunung
walau kasih sedalam laut
kerana sayang api sanggup direnang
kerana rindu laut diselami
akhirnya kan terpisah dengan KEMATIAN!


Gadis Calla Lily.

Khilafku

Aku tahu aku silap
ku tahu aku salah
tetapi tiadakah maaf
yang bisa kau beri untukku?


Tiada kata boleh mengungkap
seribu maaf dariku
ku minta secebis cuma
kemurnian hatimu.


Kealpaan dan kekhilafan
yang terus ku lakukan
membuatmu menjauh
meninggalkan diriku.


Maafkan aku
beri aku peluang
jangan pernah tinggalkan aku
terus setia bersamaku...


Kaulah nyawaku
dan ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
walau hingga nanti
hanya kau cintaku..


Gadis Calla Lily.